I have 19 short days until I report to the MTC, woah. Haha. Time is going by. I've been home almost 4 weeks and I don't think I've really had time to sit down and think about how close this is getting.
I'm excited and I know I am ready, but I am nervous.
I think I'll just go into the MTC with an attitude to try my hardest, even if I do get embarrassed or feel inadequate I want to just put myself out there. Hopefully I'll manage to come out stronger.
Life has handed me a lot of lemons lately and I think I've made a few mistakes and come out with grape juice. Haha.
Oh, trials are wonderful when reflected upon later in life but at the moment they are heartbreaking.
I'm just excited to finally set aside every worry and put on that name tag. That's all I want- to be a missionary for my Savior.